So, I decided to pick up my copy of Looking For Alaska again today. And of course, the first thing that popped into my head was "How will I ever get out of this labyrinth of suffering?"

Which, of course, is just about the most famous quote from LFA. And I started thinking about it. And my friend Mark made fun of me as I ranted about my thoughts on the quote, but I feel like sharing to you people who will stumble upon my blog and read this.

So, my thoughts. *spoiler alert*

When reading the book, I was too obsessed with finding out what really happened to Alaska to read more into the whole labyrinth. But now that I am thinking about it, it's extememly interesting.

Wether or not i'm right (which I believe I am), the labyrinth represents life.

A maze with twists and turns, where we aren't in control of where we can go next. Where we're going from one experience to another, in a constant (or almost contant) state of suffering. Which sounds melodramitic but most people are suffering, wether it's only a small problem, or a large one.

A labyrinth with no way out.

A don't really believe that this is 100% true. I think that life is definitely a labyrinth. And a big and confusing one at that. But the suffereing part isn't really true, to me atleast. I don't believe that everyone is always suffering. Everyone goes through things that hurt them, but what doesn't kill us makes us who we are, right? Sorry, i'm getting off topic.

Back to the labyrinth.

This is gonna sound stupid, but please hold back your laughter, at least till the end, where you can laugh at me and call me a nerd, and say that i'm reading too far into the wrong things. But yes, here: I don't think it's about getting out of the labyrinth. I think it's about learning to live inside it, and work your way through it until the day comes with you can escape.

So there. My 2 cents.And Mark's reply to all this? "Mmm, deep agnst." :D

If you compare the movies to the book, then all the movies are really crap. But as a movie on its own I didn't mind it much. The things that bugged me the most:

1- After the burrow burnt down (which was totally pointless) there was no mention of it afterwords. I mean, don't you think Ron or Ginny would be wondering where they are gonna live, or maybe be sad about the fact that all their clothes are gone?

2- I hated how they changed the whole Harry/Ginny relationship. In the book, he kisses her after she and Dean have broken up, and then they get together (and break up in the end). In the movie, Ginny and Dean didn't even break up, and Harry and Ginny didn't really clarify that they were dating now. And what happened to them breaking up at the end at Dumbledore's funeral?

Which is 3- Dumbledore's funeral. Where was it? How are they going to put the Elder Wand there if he doesn't even have a tomb in the movies?

4- Where exactly was the Remus/Tonks relationship, huh?! How are they going to explain it in the next movie when Tonks comes back pregnant even though it didn't even seem like they were together.

5- Why did Luna find him instead of Tonks? I mean, why was Luna searching the train in the first place? Tonks was an auror, which is why she would be searching the train for anything, and then find him...

6- I wanted to see more of the riddle memories explained and shown. Like the ring scene.

7- Which is another thing: the movie ring... WHY THE HELL DOES IT SHOW VISIONS OF WHERE HIS OTHER HORCRUXES ARE? Did I just miss this in the book or is this another crappy David Yates idea. If that were true, why wouldn't Dumbledore just touch the ring, find the horcruxes and then go there and destroy them? Stupid idea.

8- Nothing about Bill & Fleur? At all? Their wedding is a huge thing! That's when the Deathy Dudes come for goodness sake! They should have mentioned it somewhere in the burrow scene maybe? Around when Ron, Harry and Hermione are talking up in Ron's room.

9- How is Harry supposed to remeber the diadem if Ginny has hidden the HBP Potion book herself? Just another thing that David Yates will have to fix in the next one.

I liked Lavender, though. She was much more exaggerated in the movie than the book, but I think that it worked. Ron on the love potion was hilarious, and was well done in my opinion. It bugged me though when he started foaming at the mouth, then was given the bezoar, then was well enough to deliver a one liner (?) before collapsing... the one liner was over kill in my opinion.

Harry on Felix was funny, but he looked really drunk, rather then lucky. I get that they were trying to make it the funniest one yet, but that was just a little too crazy for what I imagined Harry to be like.

This movie just left too much out that will need to be explained in the next movies. I think that they also should have had more information on the Half-Blood Prince, horcruxes, and things that people wouldn't understand fully if they had not read the books.

6:10 PM:
I'm just about ready to kill myself out of boredom, so im gonna like leave this page open until I get an idea of what to write about...

8:38 PM:
I still have nothing XD

10:45 PM:
Still Nothing...

10: 50 PM:

Screw it XD I'mma go do my science exam review.

Yeah, so today his been a pretty bad day, i'm not gonna lie. So i've decided to write letter's to all my friends :P \Not all, actually, but my closest ones. With out names, obviously. If you're my IRL friend are you're reading this, guess what one is yours :P

To Someone,
I fucking love you to fucking death. Yes, it was necessary to swear there. I honestly couldn't live my life without you there, it just wouldn't be possible. This is gonna be obvious who i'm talking about because I honestly done care about anyone as much as you <3 You're my life, my other half, my amazing bestest estest friend forever. I honestly will love you forever and ever and ever. If I didn't have you, I would have killed myself long ago :)  Oh, and did I mention that I get Oprah? :) <333333 We're idiots, and tools, and should stop being so stupid in public, but we're so awesome together, it's amazing. The way we argue about the stupid little things, and not give one damn about the huge things in life XD I love you to death, literally :)

To Another Someone,
I love you, and I know that we fight a lot, but I'll always love you, and you're epicly great, no matter how much you annoy me sometimes :P We both have short tempers, and sometimes that doesn't work out, but we also love each other, so that's great :)

To Someone That I Love,
I love you. And that's honestly all I need to say, and all that matters. (And I agree that his eyes are great, and that you should really go for it <3)

To Another Person,
You may piss me off at times, but I love you so much on the inside, even if I may not show it :) You're a great person to talk to, and gossip with, and I really do love you :)

To Another Friend,
We're both too bitchy for our own good, but no matter how many fights we get into, or what we say to each other, I love you so much, and not one little stupid fight will stop that, ever. I really do want the best for you, even if you don't believe that I do. I think you you over-react sometimes, but we all have our moments :) <3

To Someone Else,
I love you to death. Honestly, I do. You're so amazing, no matter if you believe you are or not. You stick up for me, and for yourself and I admire you for that. You're a bit hmm, what's the word? Irrational? at times, but you have good reasoning, and it's great ;). You make bad choices some times, but you do them for good reasons, and you have such a big heart <3 If I ever do anything stupid, you tell me, and it makes me happy that you are so honest with me and so comfortable XD

To A Boy,
I think you're so great that you should get an awesome award XD I love you, and you should just stay the way you are because you're just so freaking great XD You get better grades than me, and you should stop bragging about them ;) <3  You're great, and amazing, but you should really stop calling me a stalker or a creeper, because I can't help myself and that's just mean ;) <3 I love you, in all your short glory ;)

To Somebody,
I think that you are so epic and amazing and I really am gonna miss you this summer. You make my morning so much better, and your dancing can cheer me up not matter what mood i'm in. You are always there to put a smile on my face and make me laugh, so thank you <3

To The Slut,
I hate you. I always will. Stop lauging when I walk by you because if you do it once more, it's a fucking beating for you. Just stfu anf gtfo of my life, KTHXBAI.

To Him,
I'm not really worried that it's plain who I'm writing to right now, because i don't have a crush on anyone else so it'd be obvious anyways. I hate how much I talk and think about you and how pretty you are XD. You smile and laugh and I can't stop smiling for hours afterwords. Seeing you happy puts a smile on my face. I hate how much I like you because I know that it won't happen, but I really wish that we could just be better friends, and talk sometimes... I honestly don't just like you for your looks, like a lot of my friends have said. I may not know everything there is to know about you, but everything I know, I honestly like so much. I don't care what anyone else thinks, I think that you're great, and cute, and hott and should be amazing forever xD Oh, and have fun living your magician life ;) <3
(P.S. You're the hottest emo kid I know <3)
(P.P.S. Coke is better than Pepsi :) )
(P.P.P.S. Stop being gangster, emo is hotter on you xD)
(P.P.P.P.S. I heart you)


Yup, most of those were obvious who I was talking to. Those are to: My friends, the person I hate, and the person I like. All my IRL friends, have at it :)

Hello :)

I'm posting more often, which is pretty good, i guess :P I'll actually have two today, and i'll post them in seperate entries.

#1.

She plasters on a smile, but it's all just an act. They move around her, not even one taking notice of the way her smile never reaches as wide as it did before. He catches her eye, but turns away quickly, like it burns him to look at her. She doesn't turn away, but instead keeps on staring. Her smiles becomes almost half genuine, thinking of him, watching her right in front of her. She glances around her, not letting her thoughts wander on him any further. Everyone else seems so put together, so accepted. But she doesn't feel that way. She doesn't want to be here, she never did before, but as she see's his face light up as one of his friends walks in, she figures she can deal, at least for now.